Thoughts

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

So I'm working on developing some kinda of alliance with Sugar, I've been talking to her more then anyone else (except of course Neleh). And so far we seem to think some what alike and she's very nice.
So I am going to keep talking to her and hopefully she'll want to keep me in her loop..
Matty hasn't been on AIM to get to know better..so I send him brief messages now and then. And Brian..well I'm not too sure how far he is going to go..so I don't know if I am going to bother there or not.

So I am anxious to find out the next challenge..which will soon be here.

First game and so far I am enjoying it very much..so glad "Neleh" wanted me to sign up.

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

I got a offer to get in with Brian and Matty..
I told Sugar about it in hope of proving to her that I am on her side..Neleh and I have been playing it like we do not know each other. So I have to make my own friendship with Sugar..which seems to being ok..I think. I told her that I wasnt gonna do it cause I am on her side.
I told Neleh about it..she told me I should say yes that I would..but I hate lying to people..even in games. I worked my way around the truth (basically lying..just sounds a little better). Told them
"Guys need to stick together right?
Sounds kewl to me.
let me know when the time comes who your thinking of letting go first"

1. I am not a guy..so guys sticking together doesnt really mean me..just cause I got stuck with a dude character dosent mean I am a guy.
2. Does sound kewl, an alliance, you need then. Its a kewl idea
and 3. I do want to know who they plan on voting out.

*sigh* I still dont like it though..I wish they knew who they wanted out first..then I could have just wrote to the opposite one and said "your safe with me" or something like that.
Even then I wouldn't like it..but I guess I can't just pass that up..you know, have a fake alliance, means that your probably safe if everyone else thinks your with them.

So guess we'll see where this goes..

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

..I love Neleh..but wow, she is being such a pain in the ass right now.

First Spencer is who she wants voted out, tells everyone..
then changes her mind, decideds Sugar is a better one cause she's been lying and she's good at the game. Gets everyone on board.
Then she talks to Sugar..Sugar is sick, makes Neleh feel bad, so she changes her mind AGAIN to Amber. No one is going to trust her after this

I want both gone myself, but I trust Amber more. Haven't talked to her as much..
but I find it funny that Neleh said Sugar dosen't really have much to say when they talk, like she's always like "I dunno, whoever you think" now..day Neleh decides to vote her out Sugar starts talking about how she's sick, and then says that she heard someone wanted her voted out and that she didn't understand why cause she's no threat, she's in other games so she'll probably just wind up loosing interest and dropping out lol..if she thinks she'll do that why does she care if she gets voted out, and if she's SO busy why is she always involved with the challenges?? I think she's working Neleh over good..which is funny to me, cause Neleh thinks she's such a awesome mind player I love seeing this happy to her lol, not cause I am mean, just cause it drops her down a notch or two

But I will always have Neleh's back, that's for sure. I just think..if she really wanted to win, she should have gotten rid of Sugar first. Cause she is now obviously up to something..at least seems like it to me.

Also..she messed up pretty bad..lol. I was over to her house. So I logged on her computer, and I never logged back off. She went on, and just outta habit thought she was logged in and wrote to jon and tyson about her new plans..2 people which I have not been talking to yet about who we're voting this round
so she just wrote to them like it was her..lmao. Then she realized what she had done..it was so funny. So we wrote back to the same people as me, I told them that Neleh had computer issues so I sent messages for her
lmao, they seem kewl with it , weather they believe it or not is another story though

lol, I would not leave her alone about that one all night..it was awesome

[Jaime Huffman]

LOL, that is funny.


Do you feel Neleh flopping back and forth will better your chances or hurt you?

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

I dont think it will hurt me..just annoy me lol
But it could make people trust her less..so I guess it could help me in some ways.
Guess we'll see

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

So now Shambo is gone...good
lol, she is tough, she's dedicated enough to stay up all night for the challenges..so it's nice to know she isn't the one to beat. and when I tried to congratulate her she seemed cold..so yea, can't say I am sad to see her go.
So I am hoping the plan is to get rid of Sugar next if she dosen't win immunity again. Last I heard it was, but not sure. I could probably take control on my own. I've been talking to enough people I could get her voted out..but I'd rather leave it to Neleh for now. Not quite comfortable enough to try that on my own and risk pissing her off
But I know Jon and Christa would, I dunno if I could talk Shawn into it or not, apparently he is in with her. But I think he would..dunno for sure though. He dosent seem to care that much..like, he likes the game, but knows it's just a game. So would probably be like whatever sounds good
lol, Neleh just said he wants her to join an alliance with him, jon and christa..so he can't be that tight with Sugar

Should be interesting to see what happens.

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

i hate that i just voted christa..it should have been sugar.
or we should have done jon or something.
im sure christa was probably just trying to get out of it last minute by talking to me..
but still. i feel so bad. she seems really nice, and knows what shes doing.
..and she expects honesty..so she probably gives honesty as well.

i feel so bad, if i had been on earlier i may have been able to fix it. neleh would have changed to jon, shawn would have if neleh and i were. Christa probably would have to help herself, tyson would have to help himself. I could have even used my extra vote! but its too late now

shes not mad at me atleast..but still. stupid sugar..with her immunity lol. I really hope she goes soon.

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

so i really need to start thinking for myself in this game instead of listening to neleh all the time..she's screwing things up a lot.
like a few hours ago..she wanted me to write to sugar cause she admitted to sugar that she was out to get her. so i wrote to sugar, being a smart ass, saying i knew she couldnt be trusted and good luck in the next immunity cause she'll need it.
she wrote back "haha and you act just like me" and something about how she won immunity 3 times for herself. nothing mean, we're just being competitive with each other. but i wouldnt have bothered writing that on my own.
just now, neleh told me she made up with sugar..that bugs the hell outta me. so for now on i am not listening to neleh unless i feel its what i want to do.

i hope christa wins over tyson..just cause i like christa better, and neleh wants tyson to win
she may not like me if shes safe..but at least ill feel better about making a bad choice.

this game is getting interesting..looking forward to more

[Jaime Huffman]

Do you see you and Neleh wanting different alliances in the future?

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

possibly..she seems to want sugar around..and i really don't.
so i could see that happening. but i will never vote her..id tell people to vote me first.
just know it would hurt her, and the game isnt worth that.
if people want to vote her, i wont be lying either, ill tell them if thats the way they want to
go they can do it (although i prefur they didnt ) but i can't help them with that much.
it may at some point cost me the game, but its all in fun, and winning isnt worth hurting Neleh

plus i dont think shed do that to me either..i hope not anyway lol

so Christa won over Tyson, nothing against Tyson, but i am so glad Christa won. I'm working on making amends with John..he seems to be kewl with me..but could be an act as well. Guess i'll find out Shawn I am pretty sure is with me to a point. Found out he was gonna do that same thing i did, go along with Neleh but not really agree with it. Was nice to hear, but he never made it to vote. and good thing, cause now we kinda got what we wanted

and thankfully that merge happened..cause Neleh may stand a chance to stick around. Cause otherwise she would be almost certainly gone next. I would have tried to stop it..but i dont think i hold that much power over everyone else..she may still be next, I dont know. I hope not.
I hope she can make Christa trust her again..I really dont want her to have to leave and I stay. After she got me here, and saved me in that team round.