Neleh's Rant

[Neleh "SourPuss" Dennis]

i don't have very much, personally. at one time I had a whole bunch of bitchy questions for kelly but since i threw those away i kinda came here a bit unprepared...

hmmm...

*clears her throat*

but i'll give it a try anyway.



okay first i read the questions that were already asked and ur opening statements and i guess i got some ideas to draw on... i wanna start with sydney, to get it out of the way... i really don't wanna ask you anything sydney cause i dont wanna sound mean or anything cause ur way too sweet but here we go...

For Sydney

lkelly has eluded like a thousand times already tonight to the fact that she was in complete control or whatever... i came here actually set on voting you. think i said to a few people since i left that my order was christa, syd, kelly but after all that i can't really see WHY anyone should vote you... i mean, i kinda feel like now it's between kelly and brendan since ur kind of admitting you just came to make friends and have fun and both of them obviously want it a lot more and you never had any say in anything...

i guess my question, sorry... the rambling i do... my question would be where did you come from? how did you learn of this game? like since this is your first game, who told you about it? was it jaime or erik or... someone in the game, perhaps?

you said: "I started this game with nothing to compare it to. I had no previous allies, and no previous friends going into this game"

so just been curious about that. maybe like jonathan seeing it on the cbs message boards or whatever. maybe you just foudn a link like i did in my first game. who knows. figured i'd ask and find out before the game is over.


there i am sorry if it sounded mean at all, i don't mean to at all with u. i don't know you and we never really talked and fro mwhat i gather you're a really nice person.




wow i came unprepared but i just love to ramble on and on... that's so neleh-ish


okay overbearing much? For Kelly

i'll try and use as many of these smileys as i can for this part.

..... and elipses if that's spelled right who knows.

first of all, a piece of the many questions i had made for you after going out... lol... just a peice is left. why in the world would you repeatedly tell me that "you were on the fence" about voting me or "that it wasn't necessarily me" and that like "if you're paranoid you'll go home" and stuff when i clearly had been told the entire deal about getting rid of me then jon and all that... like i clearly knew. and then why after beating me in the immunity challenge did you get all bitchy when i congratulated you and let you know you were the first perso nto do that..? you've "apologized" to me in a way that was more or less saying sorry to everyone else for being involved with the argument with me but that didn't really explain much. you've also said you act bitchy and emotional to make it fun. i don't really think that's an adequate explanation either now that i've read htis: "I'd like to say I may not of been the nicest person at times and I do apologize I can get out of line when I am so absorbed in a game. Everything I did with all personal feelings aside was meant for just the context of this game." that also, by the way, is kind of a hypoctrical answer in that you are syaing it's not your control what you say because it's just an emotional response but at the same time everything is in the context of the game and it's not personal... and you've also said it was because i was annoying and like over-bearing (i agree by the way) and all that... to me that would be the best answer...


okay and then i got this other question now too that i just thought of: "my goal was to get Sydney and myself to the end. And I have managed to do that" so did she just like come with wheels and you pushed her or was it more like you had to actually drag her or... just sounds like ur taking a little much of the credit with your constant reminding us all that you were in control. i wonder if it's kind of like when you're lying you're not supposed to say "i'm telling you the truth". just seems like everyone there basically has the ending that they were picturing at the start or atleast pretty soon into the game so it seems like everyone there controlled enough of it to do... well... what they wanted to do. they also got there without being total bitches, which goes to show you that it's possible. though i've never done it myself... hats off to sydney and brendan by the way for being a positive influence on people who are way too overly emotional.

yeah i guess that one was sort of rhetorical so instead, do you really feel like you're just the queen of everything that happened this game? and, regardless of your answer there, do you think acting like you think that at this final tribal council will be helpful?

i don't know if there's much more really. sorry if it sounded bitter after all. i don't want to be bitchy anymore, and i'm having fun with this. i just actually totally changed my mind about the vote today, and i have an agenda now kind of so i'm trying to get a couple points across if i can... while remaining somewhat cold and distant... i am so weird right now.


all right one last one just for fun. who is the sexiest person in this game? (i think it's you, and i think everyone should think that, by the way. kelly was HOTTT).




For Brendan

tell me some things you did i nthe game to advance. just tell me like your strategy, tell me how it paid off, say the things you managed to control (but continue to say it the way you always say it, the way you always are... humble and fun and modest and well... a human being). just tell me some of the positive points of your game play.

by the way i love how you can't say anything bad about kelly or sydney. and that this is the way you wanted the game to turn out ultimately and that you actually seem GENUINELY sorry to the people you hurt along the way. some people like to hide little half-insults throughout their material. i like it how you don't and obviously i hope you win. either way congratulations on getting here and being humble about it. you're awesome.

and thnx for being honest when it was my time. i've heard you've done that on other occasions too. you're a sweetheart for that and for getting the same thing done that these other two got done but doing it in a much nicer way. atleast that's how i see it... and i was right before

good luck.

[Neleh "SourPuss" Dennis]

oh also, brendan, tho is the sexiest person in the game? you have to choose one and dont say it's me cause i know it's not me



oh i forgot to do a bunch of these for kelly... oh well there that's all i wanna do.



peace!

[Brendan Synnott]

Well Neleh, like I have said before, early in the game I was on the outs of my tribe. My name came up all 3 tribal's my tribe went. The first TC, Kim was inactive and voted out, the second one, I was in danger because people thought Penny might have the idol and wanted me to be the scapegoat incase she did, but i got to her and she kinda screwed herself over by telling me and melinda what the other said and she was voted out. Then the 3rd tribal, I talked with Ian and things had changed. Melinda was sketchy now and I knew I was on the chopping block so I had to get to Ian and Jon. I tried talking to Christa but she was doing what Jon told her. I got to Ian and then Jon, Ian couldn't vote tho and Jon could not get to Christa in time to change her vote. The TC ended up in a tie, but luckily Christa flipped and I was saved. Then we merged on the other island, i got in with syd and kelly, and thought we had a final 4 of me ian and them two. At the time being I thought it was legit but nonetheless, I knew I had new life in the game now.

Then I easily coasted without ever being in danger in the game. That is until Ian left and I had to re-evaluate what was going on. I tried hard to keep him and I picked up that maybe I was getting played. However, I was repeatedly assured I am not and that I was still good, which reading answers now, I know was not the truth so I am glad I won the final immunity challenge otherwise my ass would be on the jury bench. I did what I had to do to survive, I was down early, high up for the rest and almost out near the end. Sure was a roller coaster of a ride, but I am still glad I was able to make it to the end with Syd and Kelly, wish Ian was here too but we can't always get our way now can we?

As for the insults, yeah, I don't like talking shit, or being rude. It's pointless and just add's to drama and people's worries. Thanks for not being an asshole like Adam was in his questions, Adam there are people who don't like to be rude in the world, sorry they aren't all like you bud.

And yea, honesty, thing I dont know. I can never put myself up to lie to someone about the vote or who's going. Trust me, I try to but I always feel terrible about it and end up telling them anyways. But anyways, thank you!


oooh Sexiest person... damn. That is tough... Is it Kelly for being so hot? Is it Sydney for being so damn hot? or is it Jaime for being so damn gorgeous? I can't pick... all three of thse women are beautiful, ahah.

But I will go with how I liked them on the shows based on sexyness..


Kelly was soooooo hot
Sydney was beautiful
Jaime just had something about her you couldn't resist

ugh, really. I cant pick their all really sexy lol. I am sorry.

[Adam Gentry]

[Kelly Sharbaugh]

For Kelly

i'll try and use as many of these smileys as i can for this part.

..... and elipses if that's spelled right who knows.

first of all, a piece of the many questions i had made for you after going out... lol... just a peice is left. why in the world would you repeatedly tell me that "you were on the fence" about voting me or "that it wasn't necessarily me" and that like "if you're paranoid you'll go home" and stuff when i clearly had been told the entire deal about getting rid of me then jon and all that... like i clearly knew. and then why after beating me in the immunity challenge did you get all bitchy when i congratulated you and let you know you were the first perso nto do that..? you've "apologized" to me in a way that was more or less saying sorry to everyone else for being involved with the argument with me but that didn't really explain much. you've also said you act bitchy and emotional to make it fun. i don't really think that's an adequate explanation either now that i've read htis: "I'd like to say I may not of been the nicest person at times and I do apologize I can get out of line when I am so absorbed in a game. Everything I did with all personal feelings aside was meant for just the context of this game." that also, by the way, is kind of a hypoctrical answer in that you are syaing it's not your control what you say because it's just an emotional response but at the same time everything is in the context of the game and it's not personal... and you've also said it was because i was annoying and like over-bearing (i agree by the way) and all that... to me that would be the best answer...


okay and then i got this other question now too that i just thought of: "my goal was to get Sydney and myself to the end. And I have managed to do that" so did she just like come with wheels and you pushed her or was it more like you had to actually drag her or... just sounds like ur taking a little much of the credit with your constant reminding us all that you were in control. i wonder if it's kind of like when you're lying you're not supposed to say "i'm telling you the truth". just seems like everyone there basically has the ending that they were picturing at the start or atleast pretty soon into the game so it seems like everyone there controlled enough of it to do... well... what they wanted to do. they also got there without being total bitches, which goes to show you that it's possible. though i've never done it myself... hats off to sydney and brendan by the way for being a positive influence on people who are way too overly emotional.

yeah i guess that one was sort of rhetorical so instead, do you really feel like you're just the queen of everything that happened this game? and, regardless of your answer there, do you think acting like you think that at this final tribal council will be helpful?

i don't know if there's much more really. sorry if it sounded bitter after all. i don't want to be bitchy anymore, and i'm having fun with this. i just actually totally changed my mind about the vote today, and i have an agenda now kind of so i'm trying to get a couple points across if i can... while remaining somewhat cold and distant... i am so weird right now.


all right one last one just for fun. who is the sexiest person in this game? (i think it's you, and i think everyone should think that, by the way. kelly was HOTTT).

Oh Neleh where to begin answering this....



In my defense I will agree with what you said about yourself and what I do think I told you at one point. You were at times kind of annoying and over barring but I mean I am sure at one point or another each and every one of us those things. You know my bitterness and aggression towards you wasn't really anything personal cause I hardly know you but when I play games and I figure out who is my biggest rival I go after them in any way I know how. Sometimes I pick on them and other times I just avoid them. I am sure in real life you are a wonderful and amazing person and I did see some of that come out during this game. I would like to say to you I am sorry for the way I acted and that regardless of if it was meant for the game or because I am just a total cunt at times that all of it was WAY OUT of line. And I am sorry I didn't just say that the first time I said sorry. I don't think its right for someone to ever in their lives come in contact with any form of bullying and I did say that in Christa's jury statements.

Onto Sydney....

You know I picked to allign with Sydney cause I mean like we have all been saying or thinking Sydney is a total sweetheart and she is just fun to be around. In a game where you have to constantly outsmart other really smart people a person who is so genuinely good hearted is needed to lighten the mood when the game gets dark. Plus I remember my first game and how I wish someone had scooped me up and took me under their wing cause I wasn't sure on how everything worked at the time. But in more or less words to reiterate what Brendan said about Sydney in Adams questions. Working with her was kind of like pulling teeth you would go to her and try and have her help you on what to do each round. It got down to the point where I would just be like Sydney this is WHAT we are doing cause I mean while sometimes she wanted to have some say in what went down there were more times where if we had been on the island that she would of just shrugged her shoulders. So while I think Sydney is one of the most beautiful souls in the world and has just an amazing personality. In this game I dragged her ass at times kicking and screaming and other times willingly to the end of this game. I will say at f5 I did test her and made her make the choice between Adam and Brendan and regardless of what her or anyone else at the f5 may think had Shawn not won immunity She was going to pick one of those two to go. I will say that again had Adam spoken to her that round and comforted her as I tried doing Brendan would of been voted out.


Who do I think is the sexiest. That is a hard one because a lot of people you guys played I found sexy as fuck in their seasons. I will say Shawn. A. Cause Shawn was the hottest male in one of my favorite seasons of survivor and I mean come on his avie looks like like he is posing while having an orgasm! B. Cause the person playing Shawn is so much fun to be around. His and I's convos are always hilarious and I feel we click so well that we kind of just feed off of each others personalities. That to me along with a lot of other little unimportant things are what makes people sexy and I found a lot of people in this game sexy but to me Shawn was the sexiest.

[Neleh "SourPuss" Dennis]

i love your answers to my questions, kelly.

thnx you. though i'm not really that wonderful and amazing but thnx, i like to hear it none-the-less. it's better than hearing that i'm the most hated or something like i usually get in these games


and that apology i definately took to heart and felt it was real. so, thnx and good luck to you.






ORGs suck.

[Sydney Wheeler]

For Sydney

lkelly has eluded like a thousand times already tonight to the fact that she was in complete control or whatever... i came here actually set on voting you. think i said to a few people since i left that my order was christa, syd, kelly but after all that i can't really see WHY anyone should vote you... i mean, i kinda feel like now it's between kelly and brendan since ur kind of admitting you just came to make friends and have fun and both of them obviously want it a lot more and you never had any say in anything...

Neleh I admire your honesty in your questioning. I did make the statement about wanting to have fun in this game but not that I just came to make friends… I am a social person by nature and don’t feel as tho being social in the game made me not want to win in the end any more or any less then Kelly or Brendan. And as for not having a say in anything, I would have to disagree with that statement. I did have a say in decisions that were made and I voiced those decisions as needed. I was, for the most part, in line with who got voted out, I would have just had a different order at times but in the end, as long as we got to the desired result I was ok with every decision that was made. Part of my plan was to never shine in the lime light quite as Kelly did because I believe it makes you a target and to be viewed as a threat. Because of this game play, I don’t think I was ever viewed as a threat in this game, obviously since I am here in the F3, with only 1 vote ever cast against me. Lets be honest here, Kelly was absolutely a strong force in this game and there is no disputing that. She is an incredible player. At one point after the merge tho I did have to question and wonder why she had so many allies, unwilling to ever vote for her and I was really quite amazed by it. So I tested those waters, mostly out of curiosity, and at one point quite a few ppl stepped up to the plate and actually consider voting her out. I did find out that she held the hidden immunity idol and was not sure of who else may have known about it so those waters were never entered into again.

i guess my question, sorry... the rambling i do... my question would be where did you come from? how did you learn of this game? like since this is your first game, who told you about it? was it jaime or erik or... someone in the game, perhaps?

I came across a link online, well a few actually and then made my decision to join the game.

you said: "I started this game with nothing to compare it to. I had no previous allies, and no previous friends going into this game"

Yes, you are correct again Neleh, I did make the above statement, and I would like to share again why. Shortly after you were voted out, I received a PM from you. In that PM you asked many questions about who I was. You implied that my screen name was one of familiarity to you and the person who had that screen name played in a game where lives were threatened with certain death. I was appalled first of all that something like that would happen in a game and secondly, I did not want my name associated with such horror. I simply wanted to state that regardless of the implication to others that I may have been that “horrid” person, I was indeed new, with no previous friends or allies with nothing to compare it to because this truly and honestly was my first game.

Thank you for allowing me the time to answer your questions!!

[Neleh "SourPuss" Dennis]

well sydney, i liked your answers the most.

that was nice to read and yeah i'm glad you're not that person i thought you may have been


sorry for feeling like you were saying you did nothing... i guess it just kelly who is saying you did nothing

[Neleh "SourPuss" Dennis]

if you don't mind, i would like to ask something else sydney... but if you don't see it or don't get to it that's fine. just an additional questions cause i'm curious... don't matter much though, i like your answers there. you're making me confused about who to vote hehehe


okie are you, by any chance, hoping that kelly wins? i've played games before where one person just totally gave it all away to this other person for whatever reason... and if not, like if you don't hope she wins, are you all right with her basically taking all the credit here at this final tribal? (or possibly you don't feel like that's what she is doing, in which case, cool cool lol)

[Sydney Wheeler]

if you don't mind, i would like to ask something else sydney... but if you don't see it or don't get to it that's fine. just an additional questions cause i'm curious... don't matter much though, i like your answers there. you're making me confused about who to vote hehehe


okie are you, by any chance, hoping that kelly wins? i've played games before where one person just totally gave it all away to this other person for whatever reason... and if not, like if you don't hope she wins, are you all right with her basically taking all the credit here at this final tribal? (or possibly you don't feel like that's what she is doing, in which case, cool cool lol)

Hi Neleh ~ How interesting....I cant imagine someone working hard at a game to just give it all away. It would be foolish of me to say that I HOPE she wins, because I HOPE that I win. But in the end if she is crowned the winner of Mystery Island I will be extatic for her. As I said earlier, she is an incredible player and I feel that she has taken credit where credit is due to her. In the end of course we all want to win, but hey, congrats and best wishes to who ever that person may be...........................

[Neleh "SourPuss" Dennis]

perfect


thnx that's all i got