First of all to all of you I have to say congrats as this game was not easy. Secondly, I keep true to my word I am not going to make this easy on you guys. This is what is fun for me about being on jury’s. I have some fun and serious questions for all three of you.
Explaining your answers is key…. If you skimp on my you may have lost a vote….. You think I am joking just try me lol.
Part 1
This is for everyone. I want to see how well you actually know me by a section called the real me. It is simple I will give you a bio form to fill out and you guess who I really am. Answers will be shown after everyone has answered.
Bio Form: As Brendan said most of this is guess work
Sex: Shawn told me your actually Male so I am going to say Male. (Otherwise I would of said female)
Age: 21
Location: I think you actually told me but I am going to guess Ohio
Favorite Color: Blue?
Do I smoke or drink: I am going to say drink yes. Not everyone smokes.
Animals I currently have: You have two cats one of which you call muffin
Favorite Food Style: I'd guess Chinese or Italian
Biggest Fear: Heights
My proudest moment: I'd have to base it on the context of this game cause I really dunno what to put for a real life moment. So my guess is winning the f7 immunity challenge and forcing us to vote out JK
What country do I want to visit most: I will go with Mexico or Brazil cause they are both beautiful and who doesn't want to go to these places?
Do I have any siblings: I am going to say yes
Height: 5'10"
Weight: 145?
Blood Type: O+
Any other info you would like to add: I kinda wish we had spent more time communicating on a personal level and its something I do regret regardless of the above questions
Part 2
These are questions for all of you…… good luck
1. I want to know all your alliances from beginning to end. Even if it was an I won’t vote for you if you don’t vote for me type of deal, I want to know it.
1. Me, JK, Sydney, Stephenie, Adam
2. Me, JK, Adam, Sydney
3. Me, JK, Stephenie, Sydney
4. Me, Sydney, Adam (for f3)
5. Me, JK, Adam, Brendan, Ian, Sydney (For merge of our island)
6. Me, Sydney, Brendan Ian (for f4)
7. Me, JK, Sydney, Brendan (for f4)
Merge of both islands
1. Me, Adam, Sydney (F3)
2. Me, Sydney, Brendan (f3)
3. Me and Shawn
4. Me and Sugar
5. Me, Ian, Brendan, Jonathan, Christa, Sydney
6. Me, Sugar, Brendan, Ian, Adam, JK, Sydney, Shawn (for majority purposes)
2. Had I made it to the finals would you have voted for me to win over the others from the final 3? Would I have gotten your vote?
I would say yes but it would of depended on who you were up against how mad I was at the people you were sitting next to and how each one of you answered mine and all the other jury members questions
3. I want to know why you voted out each of the other contestants that you voted for except for me that will be asked later?
Todd - New kid on the block easy first boot
Jonathan & Christa - It was more because we didn't trust Jonathan and wanted him gone at the time.
Matty - He was on the outs and never spoke to anyone on the island that I am aware of
Brian - He did talk to some of us but he just didn't seem into the game
Betsy - She wasn't all that threatening per say but her unpredictability was what sealed her fate
Stephenie - I like her a lot but what made her for me was cause JK and I have been friends since my first org and Stephenie managed to make him semi distrust me and that to me was not something I wanted
Neleh - She was the most threatening person on the island at the final merge had we not gotten rid of her first I don't think we would of been able to after that.
Jonathan - While I enjoyed getting to know him I always knew in the back of my mind after watching him backstab Melinda to keep Brendan that he wasn't scared to make moves. So I got rid of him before he tried booting me
Sugar - I didn't want to vote out Sugar she was very loyal to me but to please my other fellow allies who were more into the game than she was I voted her out.
Ian - I adored Ian but I knew despite his somewhat quiet social game that he was mentally playing this game and it just came down to the fact that I felt closer to you Christa than him at that moment in time.
JK - originally a lot of people wanted Shawn but I promised him I wouldn't vote him out one of very few people I promised. So I asked JK cause I knew that he hadn't really enjoyed the game if it was okay if he went.
Christa - You were the biggest jury threat left in the game for me personally and you are amazing at challenges so when you didn't win immunity I had to get rid of you.
Adam - Originally Syd and I had planned on taking Adam to the end but we were at a point where I couldn't vote Shawn and she didn't want to vote Brendan or Adam. So when Shawn won immunity I told her it was her choice on who went and she only picked Adam cause this round Shawn went to Brendan and told him that the f3 was going to be Me, Him, and Adam and Sydney was so worried and needed to talk to Adam but he wasn't on that day. Had he been I think Brendan would of gone this round instead of Adam. So thats why.
Shawn - I hated to see Shawn go cause I am really close to him but I wasn't going to vote Sydney cause we had been together since really day one. And Shawn did basically say he understood and that it was ok.
4. What were your three best moves in the game?
1. I think solidifying personal alliances between just me and several people really helped me get to this point. IE: Brendan, Shawn, JK, Adam, Sydney, Ian, Steph, Sugar,
2. Sending Jonathan to the other island cause it definitely broke up his original tribes alliance for when we merged the two islands together. And helped me bond better with Ian and Brendan
3. Becoming so close to Sydney for many reasons. I know how this game works people tell you what they want you to hear and they may tell someone else something different so it helped me cause she would tell me anything she'd hear related to me or any of our allies. And obviously that really helped cause I could of spared myself if I was gonna get blindsided with my HII
5. What three things do you wish you could take back or do over?
1. I would have to say had I communicated better with JK while on the other island that he would of been more into the game. I think things like the majority rules challenge and the f7 challenge on the other island hit him hard and I can't help but feel that by not communicating better with him caused him to dislike the game. And it really bothered me to know I hurt someone that I love and adore so much.
2. Being so mean to Neleh. I mean I do tend to be a bit mean at times but generally I am really sweet and I think that whole ordeal just got way out of hand and it isn't really in my nature to pick on people. I too saddly know what its like to be bullied and I feel awful knowing she felt bullied. I'd never wish bullying on anyone it is so demoralizing to experience.
3. I regret not making Stephenie feel safer in the game. I think had she felt safer in the alliance that maybe she wouldn't of tried making JK distrust Sydney and I. Cause I really did enjoy our chats and we always made each other laugh. That would of been nice to have in the game at the merge of the two islands.
6. For a moment lets say this game is real. Who do you think you would have a long lasting friendship with after the game was over? It does not have to be just one person.
I would like to say I'd stay in touch with everyone to a certain degree but the following people are the ones I'd maintain a close friendship with.
Sydney - She is my home girl I love her and she has become like the sister I never had
JK - He is my rock in almost every org game we play together cause I get so nervous at the merge and he knows me so well so it be nice to have his comfort in my real life.
Sugar - She is another one of my home girls who I feel like is my sister.
Adam - I dunno what I would in life without his humor he always made me laugh even when I was having a shitty day.
Brendan - again just like Adam always kept a smile on my face and he is like my little brother
Shawn - I don't know what I'd do without Shawn in my life. Cause in the context of this game and outside of it we are able to unload whatever is on our chests to each other and give each other advice when asked for.
Steph - She reminds me so much of myself but only the good personality traits and I had so much fun with her I feel we'd be inseparable outside the game.
Christa - um duh we were lesbian lovers in Adams Massage parlor! I just really enjoyed your free spirited personality its something I wish I had more of in my life.
7. Also, Who do you think would never talk to you again? And again you can have more then one person.
Betsy - I never really talked to her and I mean she was kind of the laughing stalk on the other island after she said she was the tribe leader
Matty & Brian - I just never got to know them though I did try
Jonathan? - I would like to say he would speak to me cause I really enjoyed getting to know him more when we finally merged and I gained a lot of respect for him. I just never knew/know how he felt.
8. How many times did you tell another person anything that I told you? Ruff estimate is fine.
I don't think we ever really spoke of important game changing things so honestly I can say I never really shared anything we spoke about.
9. How often did you lie to me?
I truly hate lying so I try to lie as little as possible and I think you are one person in this game that I didn't lie to during the game at all. I think maybe when we were voting Sugar and I was still unsure if I wanted to that I told shawn we should vote out Ian but that is about it. I only didn't tell you guys the vote changed cause there wasn't enough time.
10. What was the reason you voted me out for?
You were a jury threat I mean you were THE underdog and had you gone up against anyone in the f5 you would of won hands down. A cause you didn't have all that many close allies B. You were always super sweet to everyone and I think everyone enjoyed the presences you brought to this game and C. cause you were a huge challenge threat.
11. lets say Shawn won the final immunity challenge..... which one of the three of you would be on the jury with me right now?
Despite what Brendan said I had a deal to go to the end with Shawn with nobody else included cause we are just that close. So had Shawn won Brendan would of joined the jury most likely cause I wouldn't ever vote out Sydney.
SHAWN 
, or more or less you not being in the mood to take care of him.
its Female
) (I'd like to add this isn't fair since I answered first and all they have to do is look 
