From the Merge

[Sydney Wheeler]

Ok, so Steph is gone....she needed to go. Even up til the last minute, she was playing her games. NOW onto the MERGE! Steph was trying to get some of us not to trust each other. For the first time I felt unsafe...like I could get voted out..... Posting challenge we let Adam win immunity, hes the only one who had not yet so it was only fair since he helped us all out at one time or another...then it happened, it started to appear as though I was next to get voted. I played back my convo with him and now it started to make sense. He wins immunity, and the twist for the person with the highest posts was uncertain but kelly felt strongly that it would be something good...so JohnK would be safe since he had the most posts. So, would it be a tie between me and Betsy. I know some did not want to vote for her so I had to question that. I would have been a fool not to at least try and same my as...so I rallied my allies to bump Adam out. Oh man was he pissed...we talked and he proved to me that he could be trusted, so I deleted all my posts to bring him back down but I was running out of time. Kelly and Brenden both were busy........but in the end Adam made it so that I would Win immunity. He is 110% trusted.

I am happy with the players that are left and should prove to continue being fun and interesting. I dont know SUgar, Shawn, Neleh, or Mikey B because they were on the other Island. Johnathan and Christa were originally with Ian and Brendan so I am curious to see what happens there. They obviously still here for a reason so good for them. We are still strong Me Kelly Brendan Adam Ian and John K but how long does that last? Who will Flip? How exciting!

OMG Neleh is a freak job:

hey sydney!! congrats on merge and good luck in the challenge!

it's super hard eh? i like it it's fun!



look at your karma! hehehe that's awesome what does karma do?

Hummm fishing I think. SO I reply very general "congrats to you to"
I think its funny that she said we all scare her. But she wasted no time starting to get everyone in an uproar. She knew her own tribe hated her and wanted to vote her out. And well us...we knew she needed to go too. She told John K that him and Adam were next on the list to go...and that Kelly and I needed to be broken apart...she told Brendan that he was next to go, cause Kelly was in charge and she told Adam that he was next to go because Brendan was in charge....So, she tries to get everyone scrambling but thats ok, its all straight now.

Boom. TC questions and a explosion. That bitch called everyone out! WOW! She is so full of shit.

[Sydney Wheeler]

Neleh has some screws loose thats for sure. I was so mad, some of what she was talking about was just nuts. She is just mad about getting voted off sooner then she is used to. Oh well, you can't win em all and you can't take your mistakes and turn them into blame of others. Yeah, we have fun on the Island, its apparent to anyone who reads the threads.....but no where on that thread does it say no one else can join in on the fun. Jump in and mingle...were having a blast. Don't be mad that you were on a boring tribe.

Kelly once again lights things up with the most hysterical shit. Adam made Neleh's Whore Hut..so Funny..and Kelly added some things to it...so damn funny that girl is. Oh, and Brendan tries to lighten the mode from the explosive Neleh TC, by making a comedy hour. So funny, and once again some of the others did not get involved. It was hysterical...come on people, interact, its all part of the game. Christa is the most social thus far in the merge, maybe a Little from Penner.


TC is behind us now and on to the next challenge. Body Parts LOL. I'm sure of my answers, but how would everyone else do? Good I think, so 11 sounds good to me as the TB tie breaker question.

Life around camp is fun as usual. Kelly has been quiet, I miss our back and forth...guess Id better give her a poke or too LOL. Were down to the final 11...wow where did the time go.

Brendan is still ogling over Jamie and every chance he gets he winks at her LOL...Hummm I wonder how Erik feels about that.
thats ok, I have Adam now.

I have not talked much to the other tribal members. Jonathan, Christa, Sugar, Shawn and Mikey B. I have tried to talk with each of them, either Thur PM or IM. Mikey B and Shawn stopped by to say hi. I caught Sugar on line, but we missed each other, Christa and Shawn and I talked to as well.

Christa wins immunity...good for her. Mikey B in my opinion is next to go. I think that since he is Friends with Neleh, he has an inside advantage...she was so mad about going that I think she may use him to try and achieve the final results she desired. I think that most agree with that line of thought...or so I thought. I am so very unsure of Ian. Originally he was with Christa and Jonathan and Brendan (Brendan I know will not cross back over)
I think Ian is secretly talking with Jon and Christa. I have not really talked to him other than to share my thoughts about Mikey b to which he agreed with (of course he did). I think he may be the next to go, in my opinion..him or Mikey B.

And, so it starts again. Adam is in jeopardy of getting voted out. Apparently Jon and Christa and Ian and Mikey B are voting for Adam. Not sure who talked with who, but word around was now Jon was for the vote. I warned Adam, so he would not freak out...and he would have. He saved my butt, so I will look after him no matter what and I will NEVER vote him out. He Laughed it off, thank god. Apparently Kelly and I still need to be separated and Jon said that everyone thought Kelly was in charge, everyone except for me. Hummm, I never even talked to him...or anyone else for that matter. I never liked him from the first challenge night..arogant Ugg.

Vote night...Invisible on line cause I don't feel like chatting with some of my school Friends right at the moment...and pop, Shawn sends me an IM..Syd are you there???. Well, I really never talk with him, so I figure, I Have a few minutes so why not. I stay invisible and we start to chat. Low and behold who else pops on thru but Christa....Hummmmm really, thats not apparent. So I talk with them both and its pretty apparent that they are both trying to get info out of me...at the same time, coincidence??? Well, I guess it could be, but I doubt it.
MOre later on the double IM convo.

Oh and by the way Neleh, I am not in High School, Im a College student you dumb ass

[Sydney Wheeler]

and so the vote goes...a few for Adam, most for Jonathan, an another one bites the dust. Brendan forgot to tell Ian so he still voted for Mikey B...I felt horrible cause he and I always PM each other...so I hope hes not to mad...he needs to be mad at Brendan.

Neleh sends Brendan a IM saying that she thinks Im some other player because of my Aim SN. This player apparently got out of hand, threatened to kill...OMG I was horrified to hear that, and I think even more mortified to think that she would think it was me...and Brendan, what would he think? I promised Neleh that I was not the player she was referring to and Brendan too...thats the last thing I need, for everyone to think I was some crazy player.

Mikey B quit, because of all the stuff with Neleh and I feel bad about that. But the game must go on. Christa has Immunity and we are in the next challenge. WHO to vote out next. Sugar because she really has not been involved on here, Shawn cause I just dont trust him...Kelly is holding onto Sugar...she needs to go...the others feel the same...Her and I will have to have a chat.

Who next...hummm, Shawn, Christa, Ian...leaving me, Kelly, Brendan, Adam and John K...F4...hummmm. Would I be bold and vote Kelly out, leave me and the boys?? To many loyalties with her I think...Jouhn K, def loyal to her, Brendan, def loyal, Adam, might be more loyal to me but I cant be sure of that yet. Maybe I will test the waters with that one besides he did want to be in the F2 with me.

[Jaime Huffman]

So Sydney, seems you have many decisions to make, how will you make them?

[Sydney Wheeler]

Mar 8, 2010 10:15:36 GMT -5 Jaime Huffman said:

So Sydney, seems you have many decisions to make, how will you make them?

Your right Jaime, I do have some decissions to make. Christa, I like her and she got to where she is by being a good player...could she be a threat? Shawn, well I only talked with him a few times and all I can see basicly is that he wants Adam and massages...havent seen much else from him. IAN well I think hes one to watch although hes been with me every step of the way, I still keep him at arms length. John K and I have never been the same since Steph and her snealy shit and I hate her for ruining that. Brendan, well, he goes with the flow, is so much fun but I kow his loyaltys are with other people. Adam I would venture to say would choose me in the end. We have a good realtionship and the boy is FINE, not to mention funny as all hell. SO that leaves Kelly...kelly, kelly, kelly, hummm she is not one to mes with thats for sure, as she has many loyalties BUT.....I did get her to vote for Sugar. I cant understand why she wanted to carry her, so I got with Adam, Brendan, Ian, and Christa who all agreed to vote for Sugar, and all agreed that she needed to go. Shawn said he would not vote the same as me, but would talk to some others and let me know. In the end he said he would be changing his vote. Final 4 for me would be Me, Brendan, Adam and Kelly...yes I said Kelly lol. Shes a good player despite her dirty mouth hahaha.

[Sydney Wheeler]

OMG Stephanie is back....uggg she is such a sneaky bitch. And now she is on the Jury so I am screwed lol. Im sure she is a nice person but a rotten dirty player... but hey, its all in the name of the game. Oh byt the way Jaime and Erik...whos bright idea was that LMAO.
GOod luck to me. Challenge was bidding on items. Knowing Sugar needed to be next, we were hoping that she would not try to immunity. So...Brendan and I took turns to get it done..Brendan won immunity, not that he needed it. I got a vote nulifier which should come in handy if needed tonight with the vote for Sugar.

Ian tells me that Kelly is controling the Sugar vote...no way. I cant see keeping her...at all...she needs to go but Kelly does not see it that way. I think we have enough to gett it done...Me, Adam, Brendan, Ian and Christa...Shawn and Joun K well I have no idea what they are going to do. I PM Shawn and told him who I would vote for and he responded by saying: I am not sure if that's how I will vote tonight, but I will think about it. I will try and ask what others are thinking.
In the end he said he was changing his vote... :)YAY a small battle won!

Adam is so damn funny. He won pizza in the auction...and, well it turned into his hangover pizza...best pizza EVER. We promised to let each other know if the other is up for a vote...no blindsiding. I told him when the time came for him to have to vote for me...pleas Adam be kind on the scroll to me
His response: I WILL NEVER VOTE FOR YOU!!! Well guess what DITO Sexy Boy!!!!!!!!

[Sydney Wheeler]

Quotes challenge was hysterical. Some of what was being said and implied made me laugh. I could figure on most of the quotes but the top section was hard. Kelly won immunity, not that she needs it of course lol...would anyone DARE vote for her? I will say one thing though, the quotes shed some light on the players..WOW do some of them really feel that way...makes you stop and think...shank her in a alley??? throw cut up pieces of us in the ocean...my god its just a fucking game LMAO.

Brendan the ladies man has finally shown his true colors. That whole who kissed Jaime thing really kinda proved that...where his heart lays...and thats just fine with me...I knew it would happen eventualy....Kelly, go kick his ass...that will be fun to watch. Besides why would I settle for someone who only has eyes for a married woman

I really think Adam and I are on the same page..very close...with the same vision. I trust him explicitly. I can only hope that we both make it to the end together as thats been our plan all along.He makes my day with his jokes and stuff and I have loved him from day one..well all except when he called me a moron I'm still mad at you for that Sexy Boy!!!!! You cant blame me for trying to stay in the game now can you You know what though, you did earn some points when That bitch Neleh wiped my Karma out (all in like a few hours Neleh...how did you do that??? guess what, I am still loved and that should have been clear as fucking day to you now) you faithfully brought me back up so thanks love

I really like Christa and it will be hard to vote for her. She says if she gets voted out, she would not vote for Kelly as a member of the jury that she would vote for me.Speaking of the jury, I need to give that some careful consideration...lets see Stephanie will not vote for me, Neleh said she would (but kindly reminded me that there would be others ahead of that she did not think would make it but if they did she would vote for them) so that one is iffy...Jonathan I have no clue how he will vote, and now Ian who is next to go ( ) is loyal to Brendan... For those of us left, if they should go home and become a Juror Shawn, no doubt is a Kelly fan...Brendan is no doubt a Kelly fan and Id like to think he would have my back but I know that when push comes to shove he would chose Kelly...Jouh K is a given and would vote for Kelly...leaving Adam who I know would have my back....and Kelly well who the fuck knows what goes thru that girls mind hahaha.So there you have it, I have 1 loyal person LMAO.

With that being said how do I base the F4 on??? loyalties of the Alliance that was formed or to be the final winner?? I've come so far in this game and now the really hard part comes. If I even make it to the F4.

Ian is next to be voted out. I know Brendan really had a hard time with that and will not put his name down. Hes just so wishy washie. Its a game where you sometimes have to make a decision that you may not like, but is best for you to get to the end. I like Ian, hes funny and showed up for all the challenges when he could and voted every round. I wanted to keep him but its not looking like that is going to happen.

I know John K still doubts me..again I could kill fucking steph for that..Ive tried to talk to him but his guard is up and its a shame cause I liked talking to him but I know the damage is is done and there is no chance of gaining it back

[Jaime Huffman]

Adam's pizza did look YUMMY I will add, lol.

[Sydney Wheeler]

One thing I have found is that copy and paste from Word is not happy here on the boards. Many times I was not able to get on so I would write my heart out in word.

And then I really didn't have the heart to even go into this thread and write anything. But anyway I will continue on or Jaime will kick my butt...............

So...... Ian is gone and I did feel bad. Christa too.

We are now down to Shawn, Kelly, Adam, Brendan and I. The plan was to have Shawn go next but he won immunity...fuck...its not like I didn't like him, it was just not part of the plan. Then Kelly changed her mind about the F4 and wanted to include Shawn into the mix. FUCK. Her brilliant plan was for her to take Shawn and I had to chose between Adam and Brendan. I was really kinda pissed that she did that. Originally we decided that when it came down to me and her and Brendan and Adam we would cause a tie and let the boys battle it out....but now the playing field had changed as it so often does in survivor. So the decision was easily made...Adam to the end...I did feel bad about Brendan because he and I really did hit it off as well, but much later in the game. Adam and I had been together since the first challenge night. I was told Adam would be a jury threat...and he would vote for me if given the chance to get further...hummm I really kinda doubt it cause I think he was my one and only Alli. So I'm all set, Adam it is....

*Surprise* well that fucking figures

New twist and blah blah...apparently Adam has made a deal with Kelly and Shawn..leaving me out of the F3...wtf...shawn was trying to win immunity Adam and Kelly were NO where to be found and were NOT doing the challenge. WHAT THE FUCK...this close to the end and you dint show up...oh so Shawn was going to do the challenge, win immunity and it all goes according to plan for Kelly Shawn and adam...Ok well here is the thing, Adam and I have been down this road before and he once told me to just talk to him straight up about stuff.....but unfortunately he was not around for us to do that...I tried and waited to talk to him....I didn't want to vote for him as I promised him that I never would....so I made the decision to vote for him instead of Brendan....and I burst into tears (This game really is hard and emotional ugh) Maybe he was avoiding me BC the twist rumor was true...

[Sydney Wheeler]

So anyways, time is almost done here. final thoughts all writtem, rights of passage written, questions answered, and a live reunion to look forward to. Im sad this journey is over for me

Despite what happend in this gme from day one, till the very end i did enjoy my time with EVERYONE and I hope that we meet gain someday, somwhere in a game or just online.

Take care and remember to "always laugh..its the best medicine." A very good BFF once told me that, and you know what... its so true.
Enjoy!!!

Sandra ~ Player of Sydney Wheeler~

[Jaime Huffman]

Awesome job! You kicked some major ass girl! <33 Thanks for playing, I know it was tough at times.