..and so it begins

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

Together at last

I am worried a bit, cause Neleh is worried..it rubs off.
I trust Shawn now..loads. He's like me with Neleh, would never vote her..so he says. And I believe him maybe that makes me naive i dunno.
I am anxious to find out how this is going to work..if we'll be teamed up again, or still on our own.
and if we are still on our own will Christa be into sticking together??
i've asked her..i am now just waiting on her reply

...

awesome, shes kewl with it as long as everyone is one board
love it. She really is awesome!

So after we find out how this merge is gonna work out ill talk to sugar and jon..cause well..if we're tribal then it's pointless to work this out cause..well we'd be on teams, either opposite each other or having to work together so yea. Guess i need to wait and see.

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

well everyone one "our" tribe is on board for sticking together..which is nice.
As long as we can trust each other.

Neleh has been getting on my nerves soooo much! This puzzle challenge, I tried it twice and got my best time as 4 minutes something, told her she said good job, then I improved to 3 minutes something and she mocked me..she said Awesome, your gona make it difficult for me to win..no j/k, I plan on getting one minute, or 1:20. Cause apparently she annualized it and figured out how many moves she had to make to get a good time. That so rubbed me the wrong way, so i enjoyed it so much when i got down to 2:50 and she was still in the 3 and 4 minutes lol, I know she did better then me though..she told me her numbers..which was like maybe .5 seconds faster then my best time lol, but still, im glad it didnt turn out as easy as she though. She realized by the end of it I deserved a little more credit.

Also..she seems to think the only reason I'm making it so far in this game is cause of her..which bugs me so very much. I have done my part to stick around..and she saved me once..when i got stuck with tyson. She acts like i take no part in this game.
But i know i won't get to prove her wrong on that, cause if things go right, we'll get rid of most of the other tribe before people start back stabbing again In which case only the really good players (the master manipulaters will be left..and im not that good. So then I probably will be next..but for her to say the things she says sometimes really bugs me. I'd love to prove her wrong!
Needless to say..I probably won't be joining any more games WITH her. lol, she'll always be my friend..but playing this with her just makes me lose respect for her.

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

well Neleh is gone..
they could have told me, I mean..there was nothing I could have done to stop them. They could have at least told me the truth oh well.
Guess Christa isn't all that honest. Shawn neither. Neleh ruined that badly when we voted Christa.
Sugar planned that..making us look like the only 2 who voted against her. Although Shawn says he was going to vote Christa.
Well all I can do now is hope I win immunity..cause I am next, at least Kelly says I probably am.
I'd really like to outlast Sugar..I do not like her. I do not trust her at all..like I get this game is like that, but I have trusted all of them at one point or another..and I have never trusted her. Yucky.
and I would like to show Neleh that I am able to take care of myself..but looks like she may be right. sucky.
well hopefully Christa or Shawn win..although I do like Kelly.

[Jaime Huffman]

I am sure Neleh leaving was rough on you.

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

yea..it was,i feel bad too. She took it really personally

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

well..i am not sure what is going to happen next.
i don't wanna get my hopes up..but i think i may be safe.
i don't know what to think when it comes to Kelly and Neleh's fighting either..it's still going on.
i'm pretty sure Kelly is just being in character..and thinks that Neleh may just be doing the same thing...i'm not sure. Cause i've been really nice to Kelly, and she is being super nice back. She told me the truth that I was next, and now is saying that something came up so i may not be next. So i guess i'll see. i'm glad people are being nice to me..but i have to wonder why they are being that way towards Neleh. Like i know she threw a fit when she realized she was getting voted out, and was taking the game way too personally..but that's no reason to be as disrespectful as Neleh says Kelly is being towards her. but i find it hard to be mad a Kelly when she is being so nice to me..i really think it's just a show she's putting on with Neleh and dosen't realize she's actually hurting her.
Sydney has made efforts to talk to me, which is nice..the other side I don't think is alligned as everyone thinks they are..Sydney says she dosen't know who she wants to be in alliance with..unless its some ploy to find out what they can from me..what i'm like and stuff...dunno how much effort they put into this game but I do find it fun..
Neleh apologized to me for getting me involved in this game..but there is no need..i am enjoying except for the part of people being mean to her. i really like this game. Neleh is so sure i am gone this time..and i was too. but now i'm not, im interested to see what happens..of course if i win immunity i won't find out if people are sticking to their word or not but i still hope i won..i haven't won yet, and i think i did well at this last challenge.
so..a lot is going on..and i have no idea what is going to happen.
jon is being super sweet to me, and keeping me in the loop..well somewhat.
so looking forward to seeing whats gonna happen..if i can trust some of the things i am hearing or not

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

*sniffle*
as soon as i find a new friend they get voted out..am i bad luck?
Jon was trying to keep me safe..like was helping me, and telling me who i should vote for and stuff.
I trusted him too..lots, at least lots for this game anyway.
and now he's gone
and you know what really gets me..he told me to stick with Christa..he asked her to keep me safe! I dunno if there is some secret plan going along with that..or if he was just being really sweet to me..but oh my god! the idea of that is so sweet!
Im so sad..Neleh..now Jon..wow.

I wonder if Christa will be able to keep me safe. I'll try to do what I can to make sure what she wants to happen happens..cause I do want her or Shawn to win.

[Jaime Huffman]

Where you surprised to see Jonathan go?

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

yea i was , i thought he was in with everyone else more..when he said i should vote Adam I thought Adam would be going home, things have for sure changed people are divided.
making it interesting

[Jaime Huffman]

It sure does make it interesting! I hope you are still enjoying the game!

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

Very much so Jaime, no worries.
I like what Sydney told me she always says, something about if i get far, i get far, if i don't then I don't..but i've still had so much fun
I agree with her 100%

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

Neleh is mad at me..
she takes this game so personally. and now because i am talking to people on here that gave her a hard time for HER choices. they freaked on her, from my understanding, because she attacked their so called "popular" group.
I don't like Kelly's way of getting back at her (the name calling and stuff) but Neleh brought it on herself and now expects me to back her up cause of what she did.
if i don't get voted out soon..i may end up leaving. just to give you a heads up.
no matter how immature she can be, she's still my best friend. and if she needs me to leave, ill leave. I don't want to, please know this. I am loving this game. Just..it's not worth the fighting.

I'll let you know if that's what i decide.

[Mikey 'B' Bortone]

i made my choice, i am leaving the game. i was probably next anyway..but yea. Dunno if you can just take me out and have no tribal council..give everyone a freebie round of if i just dont take part, or if i tell everyone to vote me out. so i am gonna tell people to vote me out..just incase thats how it needs to happen

[Jaime Huffman]

I will miss you Mikey, sorry it came to this for you.

[Elisabeth Filarski]

Hope you will try another game sometime.